Final Destination 4. Death in 3D. 27 August 2009! It will scare the shit out of you. Double-Awesome-ness. And very thrilling too! I like thrilling stuff like this. If you haven't watch Final Destination 1, 2 or 3, feel free to get it from me. I have it. *grins*

Duke Project: Day 11 - 030709

It's a Friday! A rather unproductive Friday. And recently, food didn't taste nice. hmmmm. I think I'm sick.

Duke Project: Day 12 - 040709

Mundane shopping and Chocolate Sundae + Teh Tarik = a late night out. plus an interesting discovery of Dragonica! Weeeeee.

Don't be afraid 
I've taken my beating 
I've shared what i made 
I'm strong on the surface 
Not all the way through 
I've never been perfect 
But neither have you 
So if you're asking me I want you to know 

When my time comes 
Forget the wrong that i've done 
Help me leave behind some 
Reasons to be missed 
Don't resent me 
And when you're feeling empty 
Keep me in your memory 
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

It had been bad enough to be alone before I was scared silly. Now, more than ever, I yearned for his carefree laugh and his infectious grin. I needed the safe sanity of his homemade garage and his warm hand around my cold fingers.

Bella Swan, New Moon, p. 253

Duke Project: Day 10 - 020709

The day started off gloomy today. I spent 90% in my room stoning, thinking, and making sense out of everything. The only productive thing I did was finishing new moon. The rest of the day was dull until evening, when I finally figured out some logic. Urgh. Black Thursday.

"Even more, I had never meant to love him. One thing I truly knew - knew it in the pit of my stomach, in the center of my bones, knew it from the crown of my head to the soles of my feet, knew it deep in my empty chest - was how love gave someone the power to break you. I'd been broken beyond repair."
Bella Swan, New Moon.

Dear you,

You have been a dear friend and always will be. You’ve aided me in my time of need, you taught me the things I didn't know, you've gave me love, and most of the time you gave me happiness. But there were also many times where you took it back, letting me down, leaving me without my focus.


I might not understand you better than you understand yourself. Nevertheless, it is something I would like to look deeper into. The closeness we have is not what I share easily with others. It is as if I've known you my whole life. We were each other's shoulders. We share the same interest. We argued. We talked. We loved. If there is a chance for me to restart my life, I would have it played the exact same way and savior every moment of it. I'm not trying to be humble but life is practical that way.


It took me quite a while to get this properly written. I'm trying so hard to fight the wild emotions in me. Each one of us is not perfect. As I once said, having you as a good friend is a blessing and anything that goes beyond that is a bonus for us. Therefore I will let you go. Because I care. Not because I don't want it anymore.

Longer than there've been fishes in the ocean
Higher than any bird ever flew
Longer than there've been stars up in the heavens
I've been in love with you
Stronger than any mountain cathedral
Truer than any tree ever grew
Deeper than any forest primeval
I am in love with you
I'll bring fire in the winters
You'll send showers in the springs
We'll fly through the falls and summers
With love on our wings

Through the years as the fire starts to mellow
Burning lines in the book of our lives
Though the binding cracks and the pages start to yellow
I'll be in love with you
I'll be in love with you

Longer than there've been fishes in the ocean
Higher than any bird ever flew
Longer than there've been stars up in the heavens
I've been in love with you

Love always,
Me.

How come some guys just need a casual relationship with girls and some guys wants to have a serious-to-the-power-of-two relationship? Can't we have a relationship which is based on mutual trust and love and just see where it brings us? WHY?! Tell me please?

And I can't believe I just took the bottle of left over chivas and soda from the fridge and just gobble it up. FML.

Duke Project: Day 8 - 300609

Watched a movie, reading new moon (i'm almost there already! *YEAY*), cleared some stuffs in me room, and a productive night with a friend sipping tea and chatting. Not a bad accomplishment. :D

Duke Project: Day 9 -010709

July started. Approximately one more month before duke project ends. hmm. I woke up to a wonderful morning though. *happiness* Helped a lil bit in the kitchen preparing lunch, watched a movie- again, reading gossips @ perezhilton.com, bless with happiness again before going for a swim, and finally settling the night down with new moon. Just a wee bit more. I think I'll finish it tomorrow.

Once upon a time, long long time ago.

it reads:

Love is not just telling 'I love you" to someone. Love is beyond that. The Bible defines Love as:

Patience

Kindness

Not Boastful

Not rude

Not selfish

Not easily angered

Forgiving

Does not delight in evil

Not Envious.

Duke Project: Day 7 - 290609

Nilai. (productive!)

All I did there was eating mash potatoes, hardware shopping, and rest & relaxing. Nothing big in a small town. But I did enjoy my whole time there. Fun-tastic :D

It means a lot to me to know that you are there. For me. I survived. Because of you. "Nunca déjeme, mi querido."

in the end I wanna be standing
at the beginning with you

Duke Project: Day 4 - 260609

more dramas, errands for mom, and king of pop's death. shocking aye?



Duke Project: Day 5 - 270609

still on dramas, a bit of new moon, hanging out at TTDI's HQNine, and more fun and pleasure continued back at my place. Very productive. There were enough booze, enough people, enough snacks, enough fruits, and enough puke. Very fun- although plans to Zouk have been canceled. However, I am left uncertain about things that took place. Example: How did chen ho went home? how come i didn't know? *claps claps*



Duke Project: Day 6 - 280609

drama finale, and mostly rest and relaxing. Just the way I like it. :D (that minus the hangover though.)